A very long time since I have seen those liquid brown eyes look at me with such trust and devotion. A very long time since I could bury my face and smell the top of your head, which always smelled so sweet to me.
4 years ago was a terrible day. You were so sick, and scared when you were in your crate at the Emergency vets. I was distraught because I knew there was nothing else I could do for you, and my worst nightmarish torture of all was about to begin....your death at my hands.
It was not an easy euth. In fact, the worst I've ever witnessed. You were so sick, it was hard for you to leave. I hope you know I would never ever have hurt you, or done anything to make you so scared.
When you were gone, I took your body home and put you on your favorite bed, and I groomed you all over from head to toe until you were clean and gorgeous. It was terrible when they came to take your body away. I felt as tho my guts were ripped from my body.
Time has passed now, as it will, and many times I can now remember you with joy. You were such a happy dog, so easy to live with. I miss you do terribly. There are others here now that I love, but none of them will ever take up your space in my heart.
You were my Smurf purf, my beautiful pupper lupper, my ball hog, and water dog. Constant companion and bed warmer. Most of all you filled my entire heart and soul with your devotion and constant companionship.
There will never be another you.
I miss you awful, sweet girl.
Until that day I see you again, here is a big hug and smooch. I will take out your photos today, and your hair that I saved, and hold your ashes for a while.
Leaving me was the only thing you ever did wrong.
RIP my precious Roxy.
V-VanLare's Fantasia, CD, ASCA CD, TT, HIC, TDI, dog of my heart. 4/14/1990 - 11/11/2001
I know how you feel Redyre. My heart goes out to you. I once lost a dog suddenly to parvo. I love her and miss her so much. What you went through was exactly what I went through. My condolences to you and your family and others who Roxy loved.
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Originally posted by Redyre_Rotties: Four years is a long time.
A very long time since I have seen those liquid brown eyes look at me with such trust and devotion. A very long time since I could bury my face and smell the top of your head, which always smelled so sweet to me.
4 years ago was a terrible day. You were so sick, and scared when you were in your crate at the Emergency vets. I was distraught because I knew there was nothing else I could do for you, and my worst nightmarish torture of all was about to begin....your death at my hands.
It was not an easy euth. In fact, the worst I've ever witnessed. You were so sick, it was hard for you to leave. I hope you know I would never ever have hurt you, or done anything to make you so scared.
When you were gone, I took your body home and put you on your favorite bed, and I groomed you all over from head to toe until you were clean and gorgeous. It was terrible when they came to take your body away. I felt as tho my guts were ripped from my body.
Time has passed now, as it will, and many times I can now remember you with joy. You were such a happy dog, so easy to live with. I miss you do terribly. There are others here now that I love, but none of them will ever take up your space in my heart.
Oh I know how you feel!! All that you said is How I feel about my poor Brie. Right after new years this year she started walking with her head tilted I took her to the vet they did xrays and took blood they said it was not a tumor and her blood work was fine then it got worse she acted like she was dizzy and then as days went by she coudln't walk without falling and rolling, it lasted 3 weeks then all of a sudden she popped up and started walking almost normal we all thought she had an inner ear problem that finally got better. She was goo for about 2 weeks and almost 100% but then I sarted to see she would not eat her food and I didn;t know why, then we found out she wold not open her mouth it was like she coudln't but she was drinking water still and on her meds, but she was wasting away and then one day she would not drink anymore and she could not walk where she wanted, The next day she was worse so I decided to put her down. Its so hard to have their life/death in your hands, Brie hated the vet so I know she was scared being there. I took her there and they came out to get her ,I could not see my baby die so thats why they brought her in, and while she was carring her away Brie was wagging her tail and trying to turn and look at me and come back but she was just skin and bones. They said they are sure it was a brain tumor now and I was doing the right thing. She was only 5 . I have her daughters and son but they will ever replace her. I feel so guilty putting her to sleep, I keep thinking what if she would have gotten better?? Now I cant stop crying.
So Roxy was older when she got parvo? I know Rottweilers have a harder time recovering from it, why is that? I bought a Rottweiler pup die right after I bought him and the breeder didn't even car eand said it was not her fault but he died like a week after I got him. He was on IV and stayed at the vets but then died over night. In the 70's we had a gsp litter that got parvo and I think only 2 died but the rest survived,they were older and think they got it from a puppy match that they were shwon in before they got sick.
Many of us do know how you feel. We have all lost heart dogs, dogs that we still see in the shadows sleeping at our feet. Take care and know that she is not alone at the rainbow bridge.
***However many holy words you read,However many you speak,What good will they do you if you do not act on upon them?*** The Buddha
"Arguing over religion is like arguing over who has the best imaginary friend"
Anyone who has ever lost a faithful companion can feel your pain.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Be more concerned with your character than with your reputation. Your character is what you really are while your reputation is merely what others think you are." -Dale Carnegie
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Originally posted by Evangeline: I think anyone who has ever loved a dog shares your pain RR, I'm truly sorry for your loss. I can't say much more, or the memories will overwhelm me.
Yeah thats what happened to me, I was crying so hard.
Originally posted by Redyre_Rotties: Four years is a long time.
A very long time since I have seen those liquid brown eyes look at me with such trust and devotion. A very long time since I could bury my face and smell the top of your head, which always smelled so sweet to me.
4 years ago was a terrible day. You were so sick, and scared when you were in your crate at the Emergency vets. I was distraught because I knew there was nothing else I could do for you, and my worst nightmarish torture of all was about to begin....your death at my hands.
It was not an easy euth. In fact, the worst I've ever witnessed. You were so sick, it was hard for you to leave. I hope you know I would never ever have hurt you, or done anything to make you so scared.
When you were gone, I took your body home and put you on your favorite bed, and I groomed you all over from head to toe until you were clean and gorgeous. It was terrible when they came to take your body away. I felt as tho my guts were ripped from my body.
Time has passed now, as it will, and many times I can now remember you with joy. You were such a happy dog, so easy to live with. I miss you do terribly. There are others here now that I love, but none of them will ever take up your space in my heart.
You were my Smurf purf, my beautiful pupper lupper, my ball hog, and water dog. Constant companion and bed warmer. Most of all you filled my entire heart and soul with your devotion and constant companionship.
There will never be another you.
I miss you awful, sweet girl.
Until that day I see you again, here is a big hug and smooch. I will take out your photos today, and your hair that I saved, and hold your ashes for a while.
Leaving me was the only thing you ever did wrong.
RIP my precious Roxy.
V-VanLare's Fantasia, CD, ASCA CD, TT, HIC, TDI, dog of my heart. 4/14/1990 - 11/11/2001
Originally posted by shut your trap: shut youtr trap Vaccaro.
Hold on,why would I hide to post something like that?If I wanted to say something to RR I will say it to her plain and simple.Come on give me some credit,not like you having to hide behind some other name..So who are you oh wise one of the night.
And besides,I do have some respect,not for RR but the memorial she made for her dog.So again out of respect for her dog,I am not going to say anything further on this subject..Night ya all,I have pug pups I have to go take care of..
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Vaccaro i truly believe the person who made that post had their own agenda. They made the troll post AND the one saying it was you to satisfy their own vendettas and agendas.
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