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I am not sure what your situation is but you could also consider assistance to get you on your feet. I cant go out without sunglasses on, light retinas.


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I am not sure what your situation is but you could also consider assistance to get you on your feet. I cant go out without sunglasses on, light retinas.

I think I am just so unused to sunlight it get's to me.
I am vary much a night person.
I really get awake about now and keep going till around 3 to 5 am...

that is some thing that makes it harder for me to meet people as well...
By the time I want to go out and do some thing most the city is asleep...
If I was in place BUT St. Paul I might do some Urban Exploration but there has been some scares around here and some UEers have been taken down town so not really some thing to do right now...

So I spend most my nights hunting around online and working on ideas for storys or my CCG...
It gets lonely...
 
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I think I am just so unused to sunlight it get's to me.
I am vary much a night person.
I really get awake about now and keep going till around 3 to 5 am...

that is some thing that makes it harder for me to meet people as well...
By the time I want to go out and do some thing most the city is asleep...
If I was in place BUT St. Paul I might do some Urban Exploration but there has been some scares around here and some UEers have been taken down town so not really some thing to do right now...

So I spend most my nights hunting around online and working on ideas for storys or my CCG...
It gets lonely...


Lots of late nighters on here. Do you chat in any chat rooms?


Christina

"We can judge the heart of a man by his treatment of animals." - Immanuel Kant
 
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No not really.
I pop around on things so much it is hard to keep up with one chat room.
 
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I know how you feel all too well. Seem noone paid attention to the fact that you are deeply depressed only that you seemed to use the wrong term. I hope you get to feeling better soon.there are wonderful chat rooms on line for depression . I too suffer from depression. It is a black hole that will consume you if you let it. fight it with all you have. hope this helps. you are not alone.
 
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Can I get the name of some of the chat rooms?

They might be nice for the nights at like 3 AM when none of my online friends are on and I don't want to be alone...
 
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BBC has a chat room, at the top of the page it says chat, but I think there are seldom people in it at 3am. Not sure what time zone you are in. Here are just a few links

http://chat.yahoo.com/
http://web.icq.com/icqchat/
http://www.talkcity.com/

http://www.chatmag.com/topics/entertainment/games/gamer.html


Christina

"We can judge the heart of a man by his treatment of animals." - Immanuel Kant
 
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-_- I new today was going to good...

I just got banned from Gamefaqs AGAIN...
 
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Why did you get banned?


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My goal in life is to be as good of a person my dogs already think I am.
 
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There was a topic on Christians and I posted my feelings about them (As I said I lived at Christian camps all my life so I have strong feels (mostly HATE) for that group of people).

It's more of the mods look for anything to ban me for over there.

We have a LONG past...
Not really that big of a deal as I kind of wrote the book on getting out of a ban online so I am back with a new name now.
But I really get sick of the fanaticism they call a fair mod system over there.
I am the kind of person that thinks there needs to be freedom online and people need to be able to say what ever they feel no matter if it pisses some one off or not.
I don't go crying to mods if I see some thing Offensive to me.
I suck it up or I tell the person what I think about what they said.

People need to grow up...
 
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Go Nat! I know exactly how you feel. I personally dislike quite a few christians. Not ALL of course, but the bigot asses that think you're scum if you're gay or unlike them. Am I gay? No, hell I don't even think I'm straight either! (I'm just not into that stuff anymore.) I also think that a lot of the mods on here have ego issues. That's why I love our Mod here so much, he's not here because he feels he has power over everyone else as most other mods are. Ignore the pathetic mods, they're scum. I dislike most rat forums because of that exact thing, they don't care about rat welfare, as long as everyone there is happy and joyful, they don't care how many rats die due to crappy care.
 
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Go Nat! I know exactly how you feel. I personally dislike quite a few christians. Not ALL of course, but the bigot asses that think you're scum if you're gay or unlike them. Am I gay? No, hell I don't even think I'm straight either! (I'm just not into that stuff anymore.) I also think that a lot of the mods on here have ego issues. That's why I love our Mod here so much, he's not here because he feels he has power over everyone else as most other mods are. Ignore the pathetic mods, they're scum. I dislike most rat forums because of that exact thing, they don't care about rat welfare, as long as everyone there is happy and joyful, they don't care how many rats die due to crappy care.


The way a great person I used to know is the best "Humans seem to find it cute to place the dumbest and most unfit people in places of power to give them self hope that random joe might become great some day"

-_-
But then again nothing shows this more then Bush being in office and the Gamefaqs mods still being in power.
People need to learn to take a stand and say no and not just let who ever has some title walk all over them...

P.S. I really don't care if you call me names for what I feel to be true to me.
I am not some loser teen or Anarchist. I am just a person who has seen a lot of people and know that they are sheep and will run down a clif into fire welling god bless if they have a leader they "like".
 
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Lol. It's truely a pity that Bush has been re-elected. You should join me in chat. I'm there right now. (12 midnight Eastern).
 
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****. I'm sorry Nat, I was posting on another thread about deaf/blind animals and I didn't realise you were in chat. I'll PT you my AIM sign in and you can IM me if you want.
 
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I guess it is time for an update...
It seems that fate is going after me as of late...
Right after I am banned for talking about how I hate Christains one of the main things I hate christains for AIMs me...
The first girl to give me the time of day...
Who only did it as a messed up plan to "save" me...

She hurt me a LOT in the past and now she just AIMs me going all "oh I have changed" and all this crap...
-_-
then I can't find it in my self to do what really NEEDs to be done and be mean to her...

sigh...

This week has not been good to me...
STILL nothing back from my sister...
When ever I try to call her it just rings and no one picks it up...
So I am starting to think she has disowned me...

Feeling more and more alone...
Work is not hard (so it is not fun at all) and all the people I have meet there are dumb as bricks and when they hear I am home schooled just look at me like I am a retard so I don't see the point of even trying...

When I come home I just spend my nights alone as my sister is out his her boy friend or working late and then by the time she gets home she just takes a bath and heads off to bed...

I was hoping to spend some time with her tonight and maybe talk a little but then my other roommate (some guy in a band who is like never here) shows up with his girl friend and they are playing some games in the living room (Don't feel up to even going near that tonight...)...

I am starting to lose hope...
Maybe I just need to move back in with my mom and dad...
I mean it was hell there but at lest I had my little bro and my mom there...
 
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aww hun...you have my number...k, i really am leaving now lol...
 
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Originally posted by Nat:
I guess it is time for an update...
It seems that fate is going after me as of late...
Right after I am banned for talking about how I hate Christains one of the main things I hate christains for AIMs me...
The first girl to give me the time of day...
Who only did it as a messed up plan to "save" me...

She hurt me a LOT in the past and now she just AIMs me going all "oh I have changed" and all this crap...
-_-
then I can't find it in my self to do what really NEEDs to be done and be mean to her...

sigh...

This week has not been good to me...
STILL nothing back from my sister...
When ever I try to call her it just rings and no one picks it up...
So I am starting to think she has disowned me...

Feeling more and more alone...
Work is not hard (so it is not fun at all) and all the people I have meet there are dumb as bricks and when they hear I am home schooled just look at me like I am a retard so I don't see the point of even trying...

When I come home I just spend my nights alone as my sister is out his her boy friend or working late and then by the time she gets home she just takes a bath and heads off to bed...

I was hoping to spend some time with her tonight and maybe talk a little but then my other roommate (some guy in a band who is like never here) shows up with his girl friend and they are playing some games in the living room (Don't feel up to even going near that tonight...)...

I am starting to lose hope...
Maybe I just need to move back in with my mom and dad...
I mean it was hell there but at lest I had my little bro and my mom there...


Nat, you're breaking my heart here. What I mean is, my heart is pouring out to you. You sound so much like me. I feel that lonely most of my life. Please don't feel hopeless, you will get better.
Have you tried getting into any anonymous groups? There are all kinds out there. Some areas have free counseling, which is good. It's like practice because they aren't related to you. It might help.
The more you talk about it, the easier it will become to talk about it.
Isolation is not the answer. Trust me there. I know it's hard to get out and meet people and even harder to trust them and most of them don't deserve your trust in the first place.
But you have to find other things to do that challenge your mind. There are things like chess tournaments, etc. if you are interested in things like that. Not the online kind.
Your job isn't a challenge, that's why it gets so mundane. Is there any way to spice it up a bit? Get your boss to have a contest or something? Maybe find a different type of job.
If you decide to go back to your parents home, then do so knowing the consequences; decide where you want to stay and then stay there. Just remember you can't run away from what is inside you. I wish I could say more to help you. Try not to hate--that helps. Good luck!!
 
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Well I just make pizza for a living so there is not much anything that can be done... -_-

As for groups...
Well I am kind of a member of a DnD group...
But all the people know each other and it is hard for me to become part of a group...
...
I just can't seem to fit in...
I want to try my best to get things to work for me...
But no matter how hard I try things just seem to never get better and most the time it just keeps going down hill for me...

I am just so sick of being alone...
and the only person I really know around here is my sister and I can't really talk to her about most the stuff I need to talk about and well...
She has her own life...
I feel a lot like just a drag on her most the time...
I just don't know what to do...
 
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ok time for an update.

I found a nice board for TS people and talked to a lot of Post-Op people and that is REALLY what I needed.

I am starting to think that I might have hope...

There are some places over in Minneapolis (There is a reson they call us the Twin Citys) for people like me to get help cheap so I might try to find a way to head over there and see what I can get...

I am still thinking of talking to my sister now that I REALLY understand this.
Well at lest I do not want to kill my self this week >.>
 
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